I gotz da skiiillz

soooo... I told you about my stalker the other day.... weeelll... we met up last night. I think that the only thing that I should say about our little rendezvous is that after all this time it's nice to know that I've still got it. I should leave it at that but I've gotta share cuz my ego is so inflated at the moment, oh yes I've still got it. Scarily enough we're so similar in tastes. We compared scars both emotionally and physically and heheh then we watched some porn and hell... you do the math. He told me that I gave him a full body orgasm and that he has never ever cummed like that before. Fuck I love that shit, he might be lying but even so go the ego. It's been so long since I've had any physical contact with a guy and it's so good to know that I've still got the skillz ;} Truely satisfying.

More confusing is Roger... Roger who is firmly attached and yet one of the biggest flirts I've ever met. I've told him about stalkerboy and he started getting all negative about the situation so I asked him what his problem was and he admitted that he was jealous. whaaaaaa? Today I had a long chat to him about worky things and then as we were walking away he pats me on the arm, back and shoulders a couple of times and says "Do you know that the reason that I did that the other day was so that I could touch you and get away with it?" huuh? He can't have his cake and eat it. I like him and he's really interesting to talk to but I don't know if I like him like THAT. Plus he comes with some serious baggage, namely that a)he's attached and I just don't go there and b)he's got two boys. hmmmmmmm....

But again... go the ego boost. Am I exuding some sort of chemicals at the moment????