Oh em gee happy day fuckery

Yep I kid you not I am on one serious high and have been for the last couple of weeks (which has also contributed to the non posting not that you've missed me...) But yes I am in love with my future husband. Mark my words my friends. I've found him and if I could work out the bloody italics on this thing it would be HIM. I told you about him before, the guy who blew my head off and lordy lordy he still continues to do so! He's EVERY thing I ever wanted and then some. I could gush for hours so don't get me started eh? I literally feel like I'm 13 again, haven't felt this way in a long LONG time and fuck it feels good!

I keep freaking people out with my intense good mood and I'm loving it! Not only that but I'm back on my plan and I've lost 7.5kgs in 2 months so happy about that too! I will get back to where I was and poor boy won't know what hit him. Good thing I can see the future. Can't wait! :)

Surely not?

Am I a... Cougar? One of my fave breakfast radio announcers was talking about Cougars and said today that a cougar is a 35 year old... Is that right?? I always thought that cougars were 45+...

And here I am thinking that I have a super immature teenage angsty brain because I've been totally sucked in by the twilight books and movie (better late than never eh?) not that I'll admit it to anyone in real life but you. I have watched the movie every night since I got it (about 20 times now) and polished off the 4 books in 6 days and am rereading them again because I read them too fast the first time because I wanted to know what the story was about. It's the intensity of emotion that draws me in to twilight, the absolute adoration. I've always said that I want the next guy (third time lucky one) to be a perfect mix of the last two - the emotional intensity of S and the physical intensity of C. I know how crap the movie is but I just can't help myself. I'm not sure if I want to see New Moon movie when it's out in Nov because the book made me howl because I know what that hole feels like. I might wait til it's out on dvd so I can watch it (and cry) in private.

And then there's True Blood, ooohh vampire Eric. Numnumnum...let's just say I have vampires on the brain. Can't wait for the next ep!